I TRIED

I tried, I really did.

Stopping myself from falling.
I tried, believe me I did.

Holding back from hoping.
I tried, listen to me I did.

Wishing you wouldn’t smile.
I tried, really tried.

But I couldn’t stop it.
I gave up trying.

My heart had already loved.
I gave it my all.

Channeled it all to loving you.
I was trying, for an impossibility.

A chance of you and me, of us.

I was blind. I agree now.

How could I not see you and see an ‘us’?
I knew all along, my heart refuted it but it also knew all along.

There was never ‘us’it was just me and just you and circumstances.

I gave up, I stopped trying.

You let go, never saying why.

I tried, I really tried.

Forgetting you was impossible.
I tried, honestly I did.

Loving you was easy like breathing, but unloving you my heart rejected.
I gave up trying.

But this time I accept it.

I think I’ll always love you

Maybe till I love again.

And mayhap this time I’m falling again.

But this time it’ll be with me.

I’ll fall in love with me, myself and I.

I’ll be strong.

I’ll be brave

And this time I won’t give up.

This time I won’t stop trying.

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