I Wonder

I wonder how it’ll feel

When I let go 

How many will hurt?

How many will cry?

I wonder of those I’d have left behind

Those I left and those that got away

I wonder how it’ll feel to cut loose

Would it be like falling through never ending skies

Or would it be like diving into dark deep waters

Would it hurt when I crash and burn

I wonder of those I’d have left behind

Those I left and those that got away

I wonder how it’d all be when I leave

Would I bid adieu

Would I go too soon

Would anyone miss me

I wonder of those I’d have left behind

Those I left and those that got away

Would you miss me when I’m gone 

Would you love me still

Would you pray for me till the day we meet again

To all those I’d leave and those that will get away 

Tell me now, is it worth holding on?

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  1. It’s been long Habeebty! I love the way you try to explain letting go and the fear you have of been forgotten and the fear of leaving. As always you blew me away.

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  2. I stumbled across this site a week ago and I loved every poem and article in it, through this I felt the darkness, the light, sadness and joy, you’ve been through a lot, judging from your writing, if this is based on your life, but all of it is perfect.

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