Judge Me After

I’d paint what I feel

I fear it would be too dark

I’d say what I want to say

I fear I might be misunderstood

I stand here before you

Speak what I want to say

Get over what I can’t

Explain it so I also can get it

Stop the judgement

I’m asking for the impossible,

Believe me I know.

You’ve not lived my life

Never understood what I feel

Never walked with me

All you see is what you want to see

So till you can do what I ask you to

Stop with the judgements.

Put a halt to your negativity.

Shut it when you don’t know the truth.

If your words aren’t worth your silence

Then don’t

You don’t always have to speak.

Put your words on a scale

A few words of yours

Weigh them against my journey

Give me the weight of my life, my heart, my story

Forget that, give me the weight of what you say

Your comments?The basis?

Your opinions? Who asked for them?

Your hateful attitude? What did I do?

You can’t?

See. Then don’t. Just stop.

You have no right to judge.

Advise me when I stray

Kindness doesn’t cost a thing.

If I’m drowning, would you pull me out?

If I was falling, would you help me up? If not, soften my fall?

If I was going under, would you help me stay afloat?

If I ever lost my faith, would you show me how to believe once again?

If you won’t stay for it,

Through the tides and turbulence

Ride the high. Camp with the low.

Stay. Stay. Stay.

Then leave.

Leave with the negativity you carry.

I’d be lying if I said it won’t hurt

I’d be lying if I said it will be easy.

It’ll hurt definitely

It’ll be hard for sure

But

Sadness doesn’t last forever, it shouldn’t

Grief can be overcame,slowly but steadily

Mistakes can be pardoned, forgiven not forgotten

Difficulty can be lessened, for with each of it comes ease

I’m not brand new, definitely not

But I’m stronger

I’m scratched up, messed up and a little bit scared too

But I’m still fighting to survive

I’m not alone, not if I don’t want to

Letting you all in, trusting

I will stay hoping, praying, wishing and hoping some more.

Taking a plunge, I’m flying, lighter.

I’m grounded, staying true to myself.

After this all, judge me then.

I’M ALWAYS INDEBTED TO YOU..

From the moment I was conceived

Till I started to breathe

I still weigh on your shoulders

Still trouble and call you

After the Almighty Lord,

Mama and Baba, I thank you.

 

Mama, My Queen

Number 1 inspiration

My forever consolation

My everlasting beam

I thank Allah for you

I am forever indebted to you

 

Baba, my heart’s beloved

My number 1 King

My comfort

My support

I will always pray for you

For I am forever indebted to you.

 

I shall pray for you,

Every day as I rise

I thank Allah for you,

Every time I open my eyes

I love you,

With everything I have in me.

For Mama and Baba,

I am forever indebted to you.

 

For every year you age,

I pray for your long-lasting health,

May He increase in your wealth,

My Heroes, I pray for us to always be together,

Till in Jannah, With Raasul,

For Mama and Baba,

I am forever indebted to you.

 

DREAM ON.

To those waiting on a star

To wish upon one

For someone to acknowledge their efforts

Dream On.

For those laying down

Gazing up on the sky

Waiting for encouragement

Dream On.

For those toiling on and on, day through night

Making their dreams a reality, failing and standing back up

Working on their wishes, a step at a time

You finally achieved your dream.

For too long we fail to notice it, dependency on others to realize our full potential. We wait for acknowledgement, encouragement and a cheerleader to move on and chase our dreams.

We fail to realize that we are waiting on others to fight our battles.

We depend on people too much till we forget our end goal, our dream amd we are left chasing mere words.

Encouragement and acknowledgements are good. Very much well appreciated, but those that mean the most are those from within.

Why wait for someone to hype you up when you can be and ought to be your biggest cheerleader? Why wait for someone to encourage you to do what you must do to achieve it?

You want to get good grades? Why wait for someone to tell you to study? Wake up and do it yourself!

Want to be featured in NatGeo? Wake up at 3 am, climb that mountain and capture that sunrise. Enjoy the calmness once you’ve achieved the prefect picture, but for now you have to keep on climbing. Don’t get comfortable where you are, a lot of dreams end up unfulfilled because we got too cosy. Rest up, take a breathe, enjoy the view, but if you want to enjoy it all you have to keep on climbing. You can do it, I believe in you.

But if you still need SOMEBODY ELSE to help you achieve YOUR dream, well then, Dream On.

8436 Miles Away

I miss you, with every breathe I take

Every step I make,

I miss you, for every mile away.

 

My safe haven, My warm cocoon.

My home, my comfy blanket.

I miss you, for every mile away.

 

My heart’s beloved, My soul’s comfort

My listening ear, my crying shoulder

I miss you, for every mile away.

 

Mama and Baba, My Brothers, My sisters,

My heart calls out to you.

I miss you, so very much, for every mile away.

 

 

 

 

 

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